Saturday, August 4, 2007

One Month

Today is one month, August 4th. She died on July 4th. The 4th will always have a cloud over it and hopefully someday the cloud won't be so dark and heavy.

We're off to PA today to celebrate a little girl's birthday. I can't say that I'm looking forward to it, mostly to socializing and being at a party. I will have to think of it as a rehearsal for my own daughters birthday party which will be next week, sans my grandma. Maybe I should just put it out of my mind and get through this day.